I wrote about my first love in a 20,000 word story that told how I trained her, forced her, edged her, and denied her. My second love was in that story too, the brown-eyed girl that my friends and I lost to guilt and anorexia.
For my last love, it's too soon to write anything - all I can say that I felt the same way about her that she felt about me and it wasn't enough. I probably shouldn't even be posting anything about it, but it seems dishonest not to.
I get fan mail and photos in my DMs like you wouldn't believe because I also write about women's darkest desire. We all know what it is, so why say it. I keep hoping that the next DM will get my mind off of her, but so far it hasn't worked. She was a DM too, less than a month ago.
If there's someone who answers this post, just know that I'm going to be rough with you. I can't help it and you don't deserve it, but I don't think I have a choice. Intimacy and intensity is the only way I'm going to move on.
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