I had a very recent first experience with a man. Was drinking late night with a buddy of mine in his basement. Typical guy stuff and of course complaining about wives not putting out. He fessed up that he had a neighbor (guy) that used to lend him a hand but he moved. I was surprised about that as I never thought he'd do anything with a guy. He also told me that one of the times it turned into the guy giving him oral. He saw I was surprised....I just asked how was it and he said it was amazing since his wife never did it.

He jokingly asked if I wanted to take his spot helping him. I just laughed but he opened up his iPad and put on some porn and asked if I was ok if he stroked one out. I was a little buzzed and didn't care so I told him to go ahead. Not going to lie, was watching and when he asked if I wanted to help, I gave him a hand. After a bit, he said suck it and I just did and he came pretty quick...maybe 1-2 minutes. I swallowed as I didn't know what to do at the time. He zipped up and we pretty much ended the night there. Was a bit awkward. A week or so later, he asked if I wanted to come watch some football and I was hesitant but he said another friend was coming to so figured nothing would happen in that situation. Well, I was wrong, he apparently told his friend I'd help him out too. I'm submissive sexually and have a hard time saying no in these situations so, with the game on, them drinking, I took care of both of them. This time, I stayed, we finished watching games and never talked about it again.

So, here I am, thinking there's got to be other married/straight/attached guys who have needs too. Things between me and my buddy are extremely awkward now and don't want to continue with that situation with someone I know and knows my wife, etc.

Would like one guy or guys I can service regularly. No recip. No desire or want to get anything back. This is just a submissive need of mine to please and thought it was pretty hot taking care of another deprived married guy/s.

I'm fit, safe, disease free. I'm not really attracted to men so don't care about much more than you being safe. You must be ok with a newbie. I don't plan on doing deepthroat just normal pleasing.