Hello fellow creditors, strollers, cooks, chefs, bosses and such. I am having a conflict of heart right now.

I am currently running a cafe, and the stress is starting to eat away at me. I'll give some pros and cons to lend some context.

Pros: best cafe in its district 3 years running, good all around crew, good food, laid back accepting attitude, very popular, and a sense of pride that I had a major impact in bringing it up by its boot straps.

Cons: my parents own it and say its "mine", we don't have enough staff to deal with summer and we cant seem to find anyone, I'm having bouts of depression, anxiety, loss of sleep, going to lose my marriage, losing the one day that helps get me through, and the sense that I failed if I quit, not only from me, but from my parents, and the dread that if I leave the whole business closes, I lose out on money that is sorely needed.

I dont know what to do with my self and I'm on the verge of tears every day now. Most of you will tell me to either leave or deal with it. I'm not looking for answers, I need sympathy. I feel alone in feeling all this.