It comes down to money and miscommunication, honestly. But, what really bothers me is that she told me that a few months ago, she loaned me money, but never said anything about it after and wrote it off but that sparked the fight about money in the issue that started the fight to begin with, in a way. I feel like I'm going insane because I legitimately do not remember her ever loaning me money, much less $100, and the fact that she didn't ever bring it up again makes me angry because it meant she sat on that type of like anger and resentment for months while I'm fucking totally unaware, believing that she's basically my best friend. I honestly don't know how to make heads or tails of this situation because most of it came from miscommunication except for the accusation that not only did she graciously accept that the loaned money would never get paid back BUT ALSO THAT APPARENTLY IT MEANT SO LITTLE THAT I DO NOT REMEMBER IT HAPPENING.

Obviously I'm extremely upset right now about losing her as a friend but I'm way more upset about this loan I don't remember and how many months she's just been acting like everything is totally fine.