I usually don’t post really anything on Reddit but i feel like i need to rant or something. Before i do that this not a post to feel sorry for me or anything but i still dunno what to gain other than mentally crying out for help. In the last 3 1/2 weeks i lost my marriage currently homeless rarely any money and on the risk of losing my job due to COVID i feel like i have no one or nowhere to turn to. It sad too most of my life i been turned away and told no multiple times i even tried seeking emergency homeless assistance only to be turned down despite still having a job. I just feel completely lost and defeated. And the only reason why i haven’t end my life and kept going is because of my 3 kids but even that it’s just hard to keep going because of people i thought i love ended up showing me true colors of who they are and i been very helpful and show my heart to people only to show me fake love and belittle me into someone I’m not. But despite everything I still kept going and I still pray to God for answers as I am out in the streets trying to find a brand new place to go so that way I don’t wanna keep ended up sleeping in my car every day or trying to find a place where I can lay down at. And again this is not a post to feel sorry for me or a “charity” post and if it came that way then I apologize. I just need motivation and a reason to smile again. If you’re reading this and if you feel like you want to reach out to me just to talk my DM‘s is open I’m here but if you read this and choose to ignore I understand i just needed to vent on things. Thank you for understanding or attempt to.