I feel like such a failure. I’ve been underemployed for almost 2 years, I’m trying to find a job but everything I look at just seems so impossible. And then how do I know if their health plan is going to actually help or just sink me further into debt?

I can’t do anything, I try so hard just to keep the kitchen clean and that’s too much to handle often. I tried gardening some today but I got so irritated for no reason and then deeply sad because I just can’t do anything without everything falling apart!

I feel like I’ve let my partner and my family down. I’ve let myself down. I can’t even talk with my partner because he doesn’t get how to help with mental health or even have a constructive conversation about anything!

The worst part is I feel so hopeless and stuck and lost. I don’t even know where to start to get better at this point.