I am in my 30s. Not young. I never had any actual relationships. Only one, was mostly long distance and after being together in person he left to go to a new college and met other people there. Left me behind. I tried to date others. They tried to have sex with me, even tried to assault me. Refused/had to physically fight some.

I tried apps. Most are catfishers from different countries pretending to live here. I met ine attractive guy on the app and added me on social media but he lives in Europe. We had some decent conversations but guess what, he randomly tells me how he is horny and sends an unsolicited picture.

I go to events, I work events, I go the gym. Guys talk to me and then they end up mentioning a gf. Or they even banter and that gives me false hope and then I get hurt. I live in Los Angeles and I do a lot of catering events or attend film festivals.

I honestly thought my boss from my regular job liked me, he kept teasing me and saying flirting things and he is a single guy and I am gonna leave the job. But nope, today he flipped completely amd and didn't even tell me hi and was nice to my coworkers. Tried to tell me something random but I ignored him.

So what's wrong with me?