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I’ve hit a depression, guys. You know the kind that sneaks up on you and you don’t really notice it until you literally have no interest in doing anything at all including hobbies that you loved and still love but just have no motivation to do? Yeah, that’s what I’m dealing with right now.
I have an extremely small circle of people I speak to. One I speak to daily, two I speak to most days (as we meet at the dog park every day we can), and a few that I speak to sporadically. This is intentional. I’ve surrounded myself with people who enhance my life in multiple ways and don’t negatively effect me. It’s taken many years for me to do this and I really am happy with my life most of the time.
But, last week to today, I’ve just felt.. unmotivated. Like, I want to be motivated and I want to do things but I just.. can’t bring myself to do them. I’ve had this fleece blanket I’ve had the stuff to make for weeks now and i forced myself to start it because I thought that maybe it would be like going to the gym and that getting there was the hardest part, but I was wrong. I haven’t been able to sit down and work on it. I just.. have no motivation.
On top of that, I did some retail therapy today which is great but they’re more projects and I’m like laying here wanting so badly to start but.. just.. having trouble getting there. It’s so stupid. I took my addarall for the day and I should have the focus and motivation but I don’t.
So, here I am. I don’t want to voice chat. I’m not going to send live photos because I’m not really looking for anything here, though I have a 6 year history you can go through and see photos of me.
All that I ask of you is to be my age or older. Thanks.
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