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Today someone that I helped with a personal issue told me that they hope that I find a person who loves me and who is as smart and respectful as I have been over the course of our conversations. I have my doubts about that ever happening, but that's my albatross to bear. It has been on my mind all day. It's weird how the most unexpected people can get you totally inside of your head.
At any rate, I have once again checked myself into a local hotel to get some space from the people I live with and to give myself some time to assess my well being. It is a rather nice room on a high floor with a pretty great view for the area. I'm really looking forward to the sun going down and all of the lights outside coming on. I will probably shut off the lights in my room and sit in front of this big ass window and enjoy living my best life. Before the sun goes down, I may turn off the TV and spend some time trying to read or write, two things I used to enjoy that I haven't been able to get myself to accomplish in quite some time. But I've also broken into the vodka, so we'll see how that pans out. I also know that vodka makes me chatty, so I'd like to have a great conversation with someone who will make an effort to reach a mutual understanding of each other. If that interests you, go ahead and shoot me a message and we'll get it poppin!
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