I went into it with such a positive vibe and expectations of feeling "connected to the Universe". Instead I came out horribly depressed. Rather than the feeling of being known and loved by something greater than myself, I got what felt like confirmation that there really isn't anything at all. I am not a Christian nor do I practice any particular religion, but I've always felt there was Something. A Higher Power or a vibrational energy or something. In my journey, it was just... nothing. A voice kept telling me: This is the depression from which you will not escape. I'd actually been in quite a good place mentally before this. Now I wish I'd never even heard of ketamine assisted therapy.