I just had my second IM infusion. Both experiences have been ok, but I haven’t had any “break through” or insights to help depression/anxiety.

I am also doing integration therapy, writing intentions, journaling, exercising, ect.

I know it’s normal to feel a little worse, but I am feeling ALOT worse. Anxiety, depression, anger are all coming back worse than when I was a drug user back in the day. I am 12 hours post my second infusion, and want to keep going, but I don’t know how much longer I can feel worse without ruining my marriage. I lashed out tonight at my wife over something so small.

I am going to speak to my provider obviously, but feel discouraged that I haven’t had any break through, and that my mood is noticeable worse.

Thanks for any hope that can be provided, because I feel hopeless.