I've had a very sadistic past, I've evolved over time, I love to hurt my partner in a way to make the game and play exciting and thrilling.

Mindfucks come from intense moments, before, after and while not expecting what is to come. Sometimes pain and the fear of pain gives you so much more opportunity to turn your needy fuck toy side into pure desire for more, pushing your limits and giving you something you can't control. Pain can't be controlled, on a good day and a dirty moment you can take so much pain and really live it up. On another day, even the smallest spikes of pain are already like Darth Vader on drugs and you can't handle it well. It's my job to watch over your well being. Who would I be if I didn't want the best for you. Sometimes it's simply said that less is more.

But it's not something that is needed in the most extreme way to make me happy. just a tool to be raw and real.