Like many young boys, I used to think and imagine about sex and sexual activities with the opposite gender (a lot). At one point I had a group of male friends and we experimented on each other. It was not too wild. Only comparing sizes or just daring each other to strip. In this groups we used to talk about sex with girls and how they wanted to make the girls suck their dicks and how many times they would fuck etc. However, my thoughts somehow always included me as an observer from outside watching the woman being pleased by another man.

I had a massive crush on a girl and this girl had a platonic relationship with one of my good friends. I would often dream of her with her boyfriend performing various sexual activities. I have often been influenced by this tendency of mine in many of my later relationships in life. My first girlfriend wanted to open our relationship and I fully supported this. She would often brag about the size of my friends and tell me she has just sucked someone in the other room. I once watched her fuck a complete stranger in the basement of my building. This girl introduced me to chastity and denial. She would lock me in a cage while she went out on her dates. Generally she would be gone on Friday afternoon and she would come back Saturday afternoon. I would be in chastity for a day while I knew she was making my friends cum in her mouth or on her beautiful face. I knew exactly who she was fucking at any point because they would discuss her openly in front of me. She liked coming back completely tired after having sex all day. Then she would take a bath and have me kneel down just outside the bathroom door. Then she would take her time to tell me exactly what she was up to. I would kneel on the floor and my little penis would press against it. This was the start of my kinky life..