I've been married to my wife for over 20 years, she's the only person I've been with, sexually. Off and on during that time I would crave the idea of sucking a guy's cock. I never acted on them because I think my subconscious would make me stop due to the cheating aspect.

Well last night, after I made her cum multiple times with my tongue, we had a conversation. I've been having trouble keeping an erection with her so penetration has only been digital and oral. I have no problem getting hard when not in her presence and I get really hard thinking about sucking a nice dick.

I asked her last night what she would think of I met a guy to be FWBs with. I don't want a relationship with a guy, I'm not even very attracted to guys unless they're very muscular. Then it's only interest in that which resides between the balls and his pecs.

She said that if she knows about it beforehand, and she possibly meets the guy, that she would be ok with me having a blow buddy. We also talked about me being a bottom when it came to sex with men because we've tried her pegging me before and she wasn't into it.

So now that I have her OK, I don't feel so ashamed in looking for a fuck buddy. She doesn't want it to be a regular thing so like once a month or so, she still thinks I'd catch some kind of feelings for the guy or something.

So now here I am. I've been here before looking for an FWB but was always too chicken to go through with it. Now I'm looking in ernest.

If you're a clean, disease free gentleman, who also can host in the South East side of the KC area, and you want to hang out, get a blow job every once in a while, and maybe even top my bear bottom, DM me. Please be at least mid-20s and be willing to take it slow for a while so I can ease into this with her blessing. Looking for avg. to above avg. guys in the cock size department. And someone who will be gentle with me.

I'm 6'3" white, 320 lbs stocky bear. You don't have to be any of those things and actually wouldn't mind if you were even a hung twink. All skin colors welcome. BBC, if you're not dominant, would also be a plus.

Anyone know of places around the KC area that I could look for such a situation?

TLDR: 42 mwm looking for FWB to blow occasionally. May bottom for right guy. Message me.