Hey sweet little listeners, I've had a lot going on in the past month. Sadly, no Locktober fun for now. 😢

I can't do much to record right now because I caught covid and it's fucked my throat up and my vocal range is also shot again as a result.

It's like a replay of what happened last January. I just hope this doesn't last as long. Here's the audio update.

As a summation: I started preparing tiers for Patreon at the end of August. For those that have stumbled upon my page through a search, and have pledged your support - It's much appreciated, but I won't be able to fulfill anything for the time being.

There actually might be potential for some additions though, and a backlog for the idea of "Espresso Shots," which will be short form content, that I have, but please do not consider this set in stone right now.

In early September, a medical emergency occured with a beloved pet of mine, Mishi. She was suffering from diabetic ketoacidosis. I brought her to an emergency vet, which is where I caught covid. I didn't even consider masking up, due to the circumstances.

It's caused pretty substantial medical debt, and despite trying to save her, and being told she was okay to return home, it's very clear that she wasn't... But the money had run out. I couldn't do anything about it.

She ended up passing away a day after returning home. That sweet little canine touched my heart in ways no other dog has in my entire life. It was very tragic. The only solace I have is that at least she was home with me and not in a cold medical environment.

All the while, as this was going on, what I thought was initially the flu, was covid. The symptoms intensified. My throat felt like it was full of glass. So bad that I couldn't eat or drink some days.

Cough attacks and sore throat just pelting me. Consequently, my throat is still sensitive and messed up and I'm still dealing with a lingering cough. My vocal range is fried at the higher end.

It's all intensely frustrating because I wanted nothing more than to just move forward after the symptoms cleared up, but here we are.

On the flip side, it's made me more determined than ever to see this through and not let my own fears around my potential for success or poor execution hold me back.

Once things resolve here, I plan on giving it my all. Thank you all for those who are still here.

Please consider my Patreon inactive and pledge at your own discretion, knowing that.

It's nice to be posting here and interacting again, if nothing else.

To all of you who speak in superlatives and are so enthralled by what I do:

Thanks. I appreciate you, playthings. I'm pleased to have such an intense effect with you. 🖤

Be well. Be good.

I'll be around. 🖤🖤💚

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