I had a pretty boring but unpleasant life until 2 years ago. Boring job, no sex with my partner, few friends. After an insignificant incident, my life turned upside down. I started having tremendous anger, I left my job, started having affairs and was in "self destruction" mode. After 1 years of going nowhere, sleeping with lots of women, taking drugs while I used to be sober, I fell in a deep deep depression which I'm still in. I had a lot of thought during this process, cut ties with my abusive and narcissistic parents and now I'm slowly after 3 years getting a little bit better and hoping for a better future, eventho I'm still struggling a lot.

Thanks for your comments