I just had one of the weirdest dreams ever, and some parts are kind of embarrassing, too.

It was a long and complex dream, and unfortunately, because of how I woke up, a lot of the context was lost to me.

The dream took place far into the future, with some sort of social unrest occurring. I worked in a huge, extremely tall tower or perhaps a big aircraft. I was isolated in a big room, away from others. In this room, I would receive orders virtually from whoever I worked for.

The room had controls, computers, and other electronic devices. It seemed like the work I was doing was necessary, whatever it was. I worked for a huge and powerful corporation, but I didn't know what other departments did. I only needed to understand and carry out my own duties, and I didn't ask questions—just gave reports and received orders. I think I lived in that place too and maybe didn't leave much.

At some point, seemingly otherworldly beings visited me. They wanted to communicate and asked if I remembered them or something about who I used to be, but they were unable to make me aware of their presence.

Eventually, something happened, and they returned. This time, I became aware of them. There was a chaotic and violent struggle as they seemed to want to possess me. I was afraid and didn't understand what was happening, so I fought and resisted. It seems they believed they were once a part of me and needed to fully integrate so that I'd know "the truth."

What's really weird and embarrassing is that there were some very sexual parts that are hard to remember. During the struggle, it seemed like I was being sexually penetrated somehow, and I was unable to stop it. The motion was fast and relentless. I was upset and scared, but I also experienced involuntary sexual pleasure from it.

I say "they/it" because it seemed like more than one voice, but all one being—it's hard to explain. Once it became part of me, I was no longer dreaming from an outsider's perspective but from a first-person perspective. However, I didn't feel exactly like myself; I felt very different.

After the integration, I realized I could leave my body at will and view myself. I seemed to have telekinetic abilities. Then I got this idea: I could leave my body and do things to it.

I left it and saw my body lying there, unconscious. I removed my clothes and gave my body a bath. Then I started touching myself, and at one point, I was experimenting with stimulating myself down there (I couldn't feel the stimulation, by the way). I got a little carried away because I noticed my body had slid down, and my face was underwater.

I yanked myself out right away and began trying to resuscitate my body with chest compressions and stuff. I was relieved when my body spit the water out. I pulled myself close and listened to my body breathing once again. Throughout all of this, I had a detached sense of curiosity and not very emotional. I felt a sense of urgency when I realized I was drowning myself as I didn't want to kill my own body, but I wasn't upset.

Also, while playing with my body, I had a sense of excitement. I liked seeing my unconscious, helpless body, just sleeping peacefully. It was like a toy to me. I wanted to play with it and try different things. It was like stepping outside of it made it so that I could act upon it as if it weren't even me.

That's all I can remember, as I think I may have woken up at that point. I'm curious to hear what others may interpret from this dream, or even just parts of it. Any discussion or observations are welcome. Please and thank you.