As a child I didn't dream, I remember having a nightmare about God chasing me (it was actually Jesus) in a park, I developed ocd due to this and i was scared of going outside/the sky etc, I grew out of that, then had a dream about my mother raping me, but I love my mother and its my father who abused me (not sexually physically but he watched porn carelessly in front of me but not on purpose??) by hitting me shouting etc. I continued to not dream except these nightmares. Then during a stressful period as a teenager up to now I stopped dreaming and it stops sometimes but not long, always nightmares. I have never had a 'normal' dream. I dreamed abt my bf cheating on me after he told me, as in about him leaving me after texting another girl he saw as better, happened twice I think. As examples. So I either don't dream or I get nightmares. Why do I not have normal dreams? 🤔