So I numbed my head with marijuana and some other stuff to deal with some synchronicities that sent shivers down my spine. So as I posted in another post someone who has been giving me strong "spirit over the waters" eye contact. I thought of them as we had a strong storm and try showed up five minutes later, as I was wishing them well safe travels in this storm. I also had a bunch of other smaller things, seeing their name as such. I also recall seeing them a year ago and took a snapshot in my mind of this person that looked like them, probably about a year before I met them. So I tried to get over this by drinking last night and smoking, which did help, but as I was walking, my said you are going to need to deal with this. I am trying to ignore this as I tried providing my contact details and did not work out, but then these strange things happened. You will need to deal with this my brain said. I don't know how to frame this.