So someone at work who at least acts pro-social (not saying they are fake, just more social than I am) and who I have a good social relationship at work with said we should play X game whose title included something that pissed someone off and they got mad as asked why this person would suggest this. In the back of my head I felt like telling them to shove it up their ass. Go by a few weeks and I have been getting into Jung, I realized a few things. In a way, she is archetypical "good" woman, an archetype of what a a well adjusted "pro-social" person should look like/mother figure in a way. In a way, I was defending an archetypical mother figure in my mind.

The other aspect was my shadow. I generally try to be a "good boy" at work. But after a certain point, my inner "you are a fucking retard" button gets hit in my head and makes me want to blow up at certain people, mostly when someone tries to impose a rule for no apparent reason or acts anti-social (like play music on the bus). It seems like my boundaries with the outside world are trying to manifest from my shadow as I feel like I have been ignored and pushed around and is my way of saying enough. I am open to other interpretations. Perhaps I am just a person that is easily annoyed.