Oops, something backfired really bad in my process. Long story short, my Phd supervisor don t want to have anything to do with me after I will defend my thesis this autumn. So, if by now I had almost no chances to be appointed for an assistant professor job, now its out of the question. I admit, for the past couples of months I had a latent fury against him for his dictatorial behaviour, it was kind of intense in my mind, he s intolerable sometimes like really, really bad and I am no Buddha. Maybe this is the unconscious result it was building momentum and now it bursted. Monday I have my pre-defence of my Phd and will be brutal. He s a vengeful guy and know how to use his power against me, of course in a sistematic, scientific way, probabily with long-term consequences. Definitely I won t be able publish my thesis at the university press which, up until now it was settled without further questions. Honestly, I am kind of scared. This could be fatal for my would-be career. Since march, I was doing two sh sessions per day for landing an academic job. It was all really good up untill a couple of days, he even mentioned a further collaboration for his journal. He asked me to select a few books for the review section. I am in shock for this abrupt change of his attitude. What the heck did I just created, the grudge against him was so intense.