Hi all, Rant incoming so prepare. If you’ve seen my previous posts my mother is very bizarre and controlling with food.

I’ve been at work today and managed to have a panini from the local cafe before my shift. Ive come home hungry and I said that I was going to make some food.

Then she started begging me and going “not tonight” and making me promise that I won’t make anything. In general she doesn’t like cooking tea so I just get a microwave packet of rice with bbq sauce.

She said I can have some ice cream instead of the microwave noodles I was going to eat. I’m really disheartened because I’m hungry and I need to eat properly. I do lots of sports and want a career that relies on being fit and big but this can’t happen if she won’t allow me to eat like any normal family (it’s not a money issue). I used to have big biceps for a girl my size but because I left college a year ago I’ve not had access to the meals there and I find it hard to maintain my weight.

I’ve tried to eat frozen vegetarian microwave mince (a few days ago) as she wont let me have the actual mince. Shes binned meat that’s in date because she doesn’t want them cooking.

Grrrrr rant over