My mother, older sister, and older brother are all toxic. My mother, among other things, would lock me and my younger sister in a room together all day when we were “punished” (every other day) and all night while she slept. We’d have to knock if we needed to use the bathroom and hope someone heard. My older sister is a classic narc, and has had my mother and older brother wrapped around her finger for decades. As I’ve gotten older, my attempts to protect my youngest sister from the trauma that living in that household has given me has been looked down upon, to the point where I’m getting verbally shat on anytime I try to help. When I visit my mothers house, everyone smiles in my face as if nothings been said. Out of fear of repercussions from older siblings, I didn’t tell my mother all I had experienced as a child when in the care of my older sister. I’d be left alone to fend for me and my younger siblings, forced to give up money I’d get from my after school job, buy my own groceries, and when my older sister had a child, I was on babysitting duty all night while she was out with men. When older sister began treating little sister the same way, I quietly stepped in and would send her money to go out with friends, send groceries to her, things like that. Now everyone in the family sees this as I’m trying to one up my older sister, when they don’t know the half of the shit she pulls. My mother chooses to believe older sister, and now thinks that I attempt to downplay older sister by “being extra” with little sister. My brother now thinks the same, and regards me with the same respect he would a child. I am 22 years old, finishing up my masters degree while trying to keep my life on track despite having no support and taking care of myself like I have for years. I’d like to cut all of them off, but I’m in need of some moral support.