Gods have favored me with a throw of the dice

Captivating me as I ponder the price

Purple flames in an ivory facade

Coalesce around my wings

As the Goddess claims me

Her web of words tame me

And among the clouds, a blackened grin

In Her cave, chains hung high

Binding my wings as she flew to the sky

Thunderous fingers stroked my back with lightning

Chains of lies bind me as I lay fighting

Fiery devotion burns bright in sunken eyes

I plead ever further to be more deprived

I lay behind the bars of the cage we constructed

Sitting next to me your purple lips parted slightly

Vapor wafts towards me as I ponder the clues

Sifting through your fabrics of fantasy and truths

With everything you rip from me

My devotion beats violently

Pounding on the bars as I bare all my scars

Door opens, wind rushes through

Lightning scars me with the truth

You're laying in contentment and I'm broken

Truth revealed but never spoken

I paid the price for your great new life

Hope it's worth something cause I lost my fight

Frozen tears of angels falling into your sieve

As a tapestry unseen again you weave

Standing in the ruins of our intricacy

The weight of your words is still crumbling me

Still my heart beats violently

yet my soul clings to the bars

Still I never wish to leave this prison or its scars

Still I beg to shine and glow

Spread my wings and let it flow

Lay myself across your boots

Letting you kill me with your truth

Maybe I've just had enough of all the lies

Oró se do bheatha bhaille

Maybe now's my chance to atone

Maybe I'll find peace in madness

As you weave my fate of sadness

Whatever the cost I figure

Each day without you the hole grows bigger

For if a gift without return is the greatest deed

Forever shall I give it, forever shall I bleed

I wish not for bandages, only for recognition

I wish not for sympathy, I wish for more restrictions

I beg for utter bliss and loss

A window into perfect life

I beg for the sweet fire and frost

To bite me and extract the cost

What is devotion if there is expectation?

Should I not bless your lashes of lightning with adulation?

Given all I have and there's nothing more to sacrifice

You took all the worship and left me with all my vice

I haven't touched a damn drop though you know it's coming soon

And for the holidays your new flame gets your boon

At least I know the depths and truth of who you really are

And no matter how great he is he can't beat a Kink pornstar

So as I wait for Your promised return

I feel the energy again brewing

Till then my love, suil, suil. suil a ruin