How does one deal with the feeling of looking at your spouse and not feeling a single thing? I don’t feel disgust or anger or sadness anymore. I see a stranger who made choices to hurt me and hid them from me. I’m not sure how to stop feeling this way or if I ever will.

After I found out of all his lies and about all the women, he seemed so remorseful and genuinely wanted to fix things. That’s great and all but, I have stopped recognizing the man I married and have started to see him as someone I just didn’t know. :/

Edit: I want to thank you all for your kind words and advice. As someone who doesn’t have siblings or much family to support me, it makes me feel good knowing that someone is listening to me. I came on here to receive words of encouragement and clarity. I thank you! I have decided to leave my spouse. After pondering this for a while for the sake of love, I realize that love is fleeting and marriage is something we practice and choose every day. I did. He did not. It’s saddens me but, as you’ve said I’ll be better because of it.

Edit 2: I did try to work things out. I got into therapy and so did he but, somethings just get past that point of return. I gave it all I got. I can leave knowing that I tried.