I wanna preface this by saying I'm not technically considered infertile because I've never attempted to get pregnant. But I have a genetic condition that means that my chances of conceiving are incredibly low and my chances of carrying to term are even lower.

My boyfriend and I have still agreed that in a few years we'll at least try, but I just have so little faith in anything happening that I really don't see the point.

He's always been supportive for the most part and is fine with adopting. But he did admit once that we wishes we could have bio kids and it just breaks my heart that I won't be able to have any with him.

I know that IVF is a potential option, but I don't know about ever being able to afford that.

But genuinely I just don't know if the pain is ever going to go away. I've known about my low chances for six years and the pain is still the same.

I feel inferior to every other woman on the planet and it's just been an especially rough day