6 months ago I caught my wife cheating in me with another man I confronted her she didn’t feel guilty and said she would stop so I forgave her after few days caught again same guy and I forgave again after a few days I came home to she and her lover in the living room waiting for me when I came she told me that im Not enough for her and that he is manly enough to satisfy her and she will continue her relationship with him sexually and if I had any problems to talk it out after a few arguments and alot of discussions I reluctantly agreed since I love her and didnt want to be the cause of her sexual flustration and even she deserves fun na

All was good but Fast forward 6 months shes become very strict and controling she love sme alot and shows it but they have sex in our bedroom and she dosent let me watch only tells me the detials after and I’ve become the sub in the relationship so always being made fun of and degraded and the worst part was he only allows her once a month sex with me where he came over 2-4 times a week which was ok since I didn’t have as much drive compared ot her but recently she started covering up in front of me says her lover dosent want me to see her naked other than once a month and both she and her man have started making fun of me In alot of weird ways

None of these are like too much and some if it is even fun fir me but I feel from what I see online cuckold relationships aren’t usually like this

Anyones else wife super strict too ?

UPDATE: After posting on multiple tags here it made me feel it was wrong and I needed to be able to watch .. (thanks for the help) and I snapped at my wife shes assured me she loves me and she was just doing this cause she knew I love to be dominated which I might so i told her I want to watch her with her bull she agreed on the condition I wear a cage i was skeptical at first but she thought it be fun she felt its been 4 days of me wearing a cage and its not as painful as I thought but it is humiliating to have it on and to watch them The word play her bull has about me wearing it is jusst…. I watch until I’m comfortable when they get too rough and too dirty I leave as I cant watch my wife like that and leave them to their nasty stuff which she enjoys

The new issue is that I love watching but i really have this feeling I wanna suck him don’t known why never had bi feelings before I was always straight but I want to try it a little scared to mention it to them its especially hot when he is hard cause he’s huge and when he brings it near my face after he had her

Im not sure it is just exciting cause I just got to start watching or am I bi ?