I've been this shy introvert guy who really didn't talk much with people. Later on I realised that I'm an ambivert (can talk with people when I match the vibe) and have social anxiety. Hence, connecting with people was always scary to me.

But, since my puberty, I have had really high libido. My sex drive was so high that I used to think maybe it will dwindle in my 20s. But here I am, and feel like I need it so bad.

Due to my anxiety, I really didn't date anyone or had any sexual experiences. I was also scared not to tarnish my good guy reputation. Thinking that how dirty I am, beyond my good façade. I have wild fantasies but then I feel scared to talk about it.

Made this anonymous account to explore myself, but still feel uncomfortable to talk about myself. I'm so ashamed of it. I really respect women and hence I would never do anything which makes them uncomfortable.

Just wondering if anyone out there feels like this, and if there are any women who can share what they feel, I'd be really grateful:)

Thank you and have a terrific day.

PS I made another post but it was deleted, so I am posting here once again. Take care.