I am not sure if this is the right subreddit for this confession, but let's try.

I am a single mom. I have developed an interesting dynamic with my son. He moved out for college, but he comes back home as often as he can for holidays and weekends. We are very open about our dating life, and we share our dating experiences. He tells me about the girls that he's dating, and I tell him about the dates that I've been on.

Over time, I developed this kink where I'd get horny every time I told him about a date who fucked me. I would not tell him that my date fucked me, but just talking about the date got me horny. That kink evolved into giving my son hints that his mom can be slutty on these dates. For example, I would wear revealing outfits when going on dates, and sometimes, while returning, I would intentionally make my hair messy, misalign my bra so that it looked like it was put back on in haste. I liked giving off hints that his mom was used.

Recently, for the first time, I brought a date home and had sex when my son was in his room. I am fairly certain that he heard my moans and that experience made me very very horny. I am craving to do it again but I am not sure if it is the right thing to do. It is weird kink that I can't seem to shake off.