i feel really ashamed about this and I don't know where else to get this off my chest so here we are.

18 male

so afew weeks back my i went to my auntys house for afew weeks to live with the family- bit of context we live in london, but we are ethinically pakistanis.

My aunt is the definition of a MILF,it's actually insane. I get a boner sometimes just thinking of her. I catch myself looking at her a lot, however I've never made a move since we're family and it was inappropriate, so for a while I've just fantasized. she has long black hair, big bust and biggest natural tits.

my aunts 45 so shes 27 years older than me.

we were in the living room watching a movie as a family and I was looking at my aunt a couple of times.

afterwards my family said they were going to go out for shopping, i didnt want to go bcz i wasnt feeling going out, everyone in the house left, but my aunt also said she was staying back as she was apparently not feeling well.

My family left and it was just me and her in the house. I was on the sofa scrolling on tiktok on my phone in the living room My aunt soon came and sat on the other couch beside me. She was on her phone, and I'm not gonna lie I was a little uncomfortable. I felt this weird tension between us, it might've been because it was just so silent or because I was just so attracted to her, I don't know.

aftwerwards my aunty started talking and asking normal questions, etc etc college etc, she then asked when im getting married i was abit confused why she asked me that knowing that im only 18, and asked if i had a girlfriend, so i said i had one before as a normal friend which was true.

She then asked suddenly if I had ever 'fucked', like literally she said fucked i was like what?. she repeated 'fucked' have you fucked anyone, it was like i was under her command and i said no.

My heart rate sped up, She took my phone out of my hand and placed it on the table.She admitted to me that she saw me looking at her earlier and that for years she's always seen me stare at her. I got really red and got really embarassed, even when my aunt began telling me it was fine. I stayed quiet and my aunt told me she likes it when I check her out, and she likes looking at me too. She put a hand on my thigh and whispered if there was anything I wanted to do, i was like wtf in my head,

I was still red and I thought we weren't sexually talking and I stupidly said we should just play a board game, she then said we can do that later lustfully She said she knows I wanted to fuck her, which was true, and that she wanted to fuck me too. (back context she has 4 kids and a husband) she said her husband has a small one and apparently cant fulfill her, they all went out, i said what if evryone comes back She said they were gonna be out for a while and there was nothing we should worry about.

I was still hesitant and got it a boner infront of her, she started laughing and smirking, we then gave eye contact to each other my aunt punt her hand on my boner iwas horny af I kissed her and she kissed back.

After the kiss she then started saying we should go into the bedroom I got excited and we began going to her bedroom We made it to the bedroom and I closed the door. We got to the bed, breathing heavily and she took off her dress, revealing the tits I had been thinking about for so long. I immediately went and squeezed them, which my aunt seemed to enjoy , We were now completely naked From there, we began fucking. She gave me a blowjob, I ate her out, I played with her boobs, but the penetration was the best part. We fucked for an incredible 8 or so minutes, looking into each other's eyes, and since we were alone in the house, gladly made a lot of noise. We didn't even go doggystyle because we just wanted to look at each other while we fucked, which made it more enjoyable.

I had her on her back and I was on the verge of finishing It didn't take much longer for me to cum inside of her as she held onto me, moaning alongside with me, Once we were done, we were just laying together for a few minutes, enjoying each other's bodies. That's when the post nut clarity hit.

the experience was like a porno scene and i imagine how this played out for me also played out for many other people with a simalarity, What do you guys think?.