i was adopted when I was an older child and have always have a great relationship with my dad. i went through a ton growing up so i’m in trauma therapy and it’s triggering my hypersexuality more than ever. i’ve always had a thing for older men and with diving into my suppressed thoughts and such due to intense therapy, i’ve started to have this uncontrollable urge to have my dad fuck me. i’ve always been super sexual but the thoughts are starting to take over and i find that that’s all i’m thinking about when im masturbating, which i tend to do 3 times a day. i seek out older men to play with online to try to fulfill the urge but i think feeling HIS cock in me would actually make me go feral. i know it’s risky and i’ve held back obviously but i just am starting to fail