Over the holiday break, I've been helping Mom with the festivities; decorating, baking, dancing to Christmas music, etc. It's been really sweet to be back home! Oddly wholesome.

But at the same time, I've been so fucking horny since college. I was developing before I left, but it's been a year since then. My boobs have grown to a DD, my workouts have made almost all my shorts barely cover my ass anymore. I could buy new ones, but I kinda like the attention tbh.

But yeah, I guess all my relaxing as my newer, sluttier self just kinda desensitised me to it. At home it just doesn't feel like a big deal to wear too tight spaghetti strap vests braless, and dance in front of my daddy when he's on the couch. Or not wear any panties and bend over 'accidentally' flashing my pussy as I pick up the tv remote. I love to make myself wet by acting inappropriate, but at the same time it's not too slutty, right? I also loved just cuddling up to my dad, 'unintentionally' grinding my pussy on his lap as we watch xmas movies. I could rant forever about stuff like that lol

But yeah, all throughout this holiday, he's been getting kinda handsy. He'll squeeze past me in a hallway to get by, rest his hand on my lower back in the kitchen, or bounce me a little on his lap when we sit and snack after dinner at the table (even when Mom's there, so no way he's doing it on purpose right?). I've even noticed him hugging extra long and calling me his 'girl'. He'll lean his head into my neck and make these big deep sighs, and I SWEAR I felt him hard as we hugged once.

He walks around mostly in boxers and a tshirt, so I just see his 'thing' underneath all the time, bouncing about and cupped in his hand when he's touching it. He'll do it throughout the day and sigh, or like..let out these groans kind of angry sounding. But after a while I've noticed that Mom'll go and chat quietly with him, and then they'll disappear for a while upstairs, or go out for groceries.

I just feel so loving towards my family this Christmas too, maybe it's the new distance. I'm just loved up by my daddy especially; he's always complimenting me, and at night over this holiday he even checks in on me at night when I'm about to sleep. He'll just stand, rest on the doorframe and say how he missed me - "just, in lots of ways. I've got a space only you can fill sometimes, you know" kind of stuff. Sometimes I'll even grind on my hand in bed in front of him, but realllllly subtly. I'll writhe a bit too and ask for cuddles, but he just shakes his head and laughs sometimes.

Once on his lap I even jokingly said 'I keep feeling like...unhhhh' and accidentally whined LOL and just did a really quick grind on him, but he went 'uh. NO, no no no ahaha' like that and tried to stabilise my hips with his hands. So I think I have to be extra careful

The best I get is overhearing those, uh, nighttime noises when we all go to sleep. My daddy always moans extra loud, and I've even put my ear to their door down the hall when it got too distracting (but this was only once). But yeah, I'm so horny all the time, I just wonder if he's man-communicating that he's ok with it? I wish I knew :(