So I’ve always been into incest, I’ve had counseling for years and that’s been at least one major thread is addressing this taboo desire. Recently things with my dad escalated and it got pretty serious pretty quick. I’ve told my mom everything and luckily for me we’ve been dealing with this desire since I was pretty young so she is very understanding. This time she was the most upset but also very much still loves me. Anyways I want to stop thinking and desiring this but then last night I have a sexual dream about dad and woke up absolutely soaked and now wanna do stuff again but I feel so conflicted because my mom was so hurt last time.