I (M 26) and my cousin (F27) have always had a weird relationship. Just to paint the picture better, I’m 6’ Hispanic with a thick 6” and my cousin is 5’4” white and chubby thick, very sexy hips. She also got her tits removed bc she’s non binary. I’m using she bc it’s easier and she didn’t care. When we were younger in college we were having a conversation and it became intimate. We started talking about how many bodies each of us had and what kind of sex we’re into. We’re into the same sex, rough and intimate. Very rough like slapping, choking, CNC, pass out play, etc Yk. And we got closer but then Covid hit and she lost her father. It was a dark time and we strayed apart, I did what I could to be there for her but nothing worked. Years passed and a few months ago I get a message in cash app, “25 dollars for ‘miss ur dick’” I sent her 3 back stating to add me back on snap just bc it was easier. I was living in Texas at the time and we just started talking again like nothing happened. All the fantasies started drilling back in but then she said she had a boyfriend. I knew it was wrong but I didn’t care. I craved her and she craved me. We started saying I love you to each other, I thought it was because we were still family but I quickly learned I was very wrong. She loved me like a lover, more than her boyfriend she said. Her boyfriend was abusive and would yell and hit her. Can we all in unison say “Fuck you Evan the Cuban from New Jersey” thank you. I eventually made it back up to Jersey and we called in the morning and she picked me up from where I was staying. We first went to the river to pick up little crawfish. We were squatting down but we stuff up and it felt like instinct, I grabbed her ass in one hand and pulled her closer to me with the other. We started making out and our hands were discovering each others bodies. She pulled away and said let’s save this for later, my boner was pressed up against my sweats. Yea, I was wearing sweats to the river. We were walking back to the car and she almost fell into the river, luckily I was behind her so I caught her. I stood her up and i kissed her with her neck stuffing my hand. It felt like she was melting into my body, let legs were losing control and she was grabbing me tighter and tighter holding her up. I hold her against me but I slap her ass over and over and I feel her losing feelings in her legs. I tell her get ready, there’s more where that come from in the car. We finally back it back to the car, we’re sitting in the front smoking for a bit and she asked if I wanted to fuck now or get food. Obviously like a man I chose to fuck first. She head into the back of her mom van and I followed. We started making out, it wasn’t that average soft making out when we were just holding each other. No, we were clawing and scratching each others backs. Before that she showed me everything she had; bandage stuff, a rubber thing that goes around your balls and dick, lube, condoms, a dildo and a vibrator that I can control. We dude have to use all of them. So after the kissing, she took my pants off and sucked my dick. She was throwing me deep and I even grabbed her blue hair and forced her down. She loved being used. She threw up on my cock, and started crying. She cleaned up and said that was the first time that happened. She put a condom on me bc she had a pregnancy and abortion already. Fuck she was so tight. I was sat down and she was riding me facing forward, I grabbed her hips and started slapping her ass over and over again. She was red and couldn’t take it anymore. I threw her down and turned her around, her ass up in the car and I stuff my 6” thick cock down her tight pussy. I grabbed the back of her head and just started thrusting. She started begging me to cum, telling me she loved me more than her loser abusive boyfriend. She didn’t want me to stop, I started rubbing her pussy and get body went numb, I felt her collapse with just her legs shaking. I feel her shoot out all over me making the back of her car wet. I tell her oh fuck yes baby and I’m back inside her. She started saying she loved me over and over again. I pulled out and told her to sit on me. My legs and hips were sore and tired. The heat was on and we were sweaty and hot and tired. She couldn’t feel her legs so I had to move her on me. Previous to us fucking she thought about recording us and sending a video to her friends. I grabbed my phone and she said no, she didn’t want any of her friends experiencing what she had. I turned down the heat and I grabbed her pretty little neck and chocked her out until she collapsed on me and passed out. I started fucking her deep with my stretched out condom, it started slipping off. I feel her starting to wake up so I slapped her hard again over and over and choked her out again. She went right back to sleep. She fully consented to this btw. My cock curves up and to the left, so I see my cock pressing up inside her, she started moaning saying how I felt in her stomach, I tell her I’m about to cum and she lays down on me and begins wrapping her Tounge around my cock bubbling up and I grabbed her cut up scared thighs and I empty everything I had shooting inside her. She swallowed and kissed me after. We layed there, hot, sweaty, with sleep together playing in the back. We got Boba after, and I’m calling her she here bc it’s easier than using they/them pronouns in text.