Hello guys I am here to look for some advice on what moves should I do next. This is my situation with my cousin through some years and I wanna make a move to finally have sex with her.

I am going to give a little background and this might be a bit of a long post sorry. And btw this is a true situation and I seek advice ,mainly from people who have had sex with their cousin/sister.

First of all my cousin is 2 years older than me. A few years ago she had a body some like Alison Tyler (the pornstar) but with real tits . Like every man I like big tits tbh and those were one ,if not the main, reason I wanted to fuck her. Now tho she has gotten pretty fit lost weight ,has a amazing fuckable body tbh . Anyways lets get into it.

The first time I got horny by her was a couple of years ago when we went on a fam vacation and she joined us. It was just me , my parents and her. Me and my cousin stayed on the same room in the house btw. When I saw her in bikini I was like "damnnn" and I knew I had to try smth to see if she was into it. So one day during the vacation I was in bed watching youtube or smth on my phone and my cousin was cleaning the house . I hear that my parents tell her that they going out and if she wanted to join them but she told them she would stay home and finish cleaning. I immediately acted like I was sleeping ,my parents entered the room to ask me and left after they saw and told my cousin that I was sleepin so they would head out alone. Now I knew at some point she would come to the room to clean so I lay on my back take off my boxers and was just on my shorts cuz this way my boner would be more visible, my dick was hard just from the idea alone . I take the sheets and cover my feet up until my boner and leave them there with the idea that when she sees the sheet she would think to cover me since I was sleeping. Anyways when she entered the room I heard her cleaning and when she came near me I felt that she picked up the sheet but interestingly she put it back again where it was. I didnt hear her move for a min or two at all and then I could hear her steps while she went out of the room and she continued cleaning.

When I "woke up" ,I low key started noticing that she was looking at me differently . Imma be honest I was young at the time and eventho I knew she wanted it I didnt know how to seal the deal. How I knew? Well at same day, during night time we had the beds perpendicular to each other (1-1.5 m apart) so basically if i turned my head to my left I could see her feet and ass. The sleeping position this girl was trying to sleep were just her begging for me to stand up and fuck her good . Like who tf sleep with their knees so close to their boobs , her ass was exploding . Honestly whenever I remember that night I regret not goin for it. Anyways those vacation go with these tiny signs from both but nothing happens.

Now whats interesting after 2 years we go again with my fam for a two day vacation and she come with us again. Now you would say to me whats interesting this time? Well this time I had a boner all the fking ride to the house which was like a 3 hour ride , I was so hard like it was impossible to fking hide it and I was in trousers . I could see her looking at my dick from time to time tbh and tbh I was a bit "embarresed" cuz I thought she had just forgotten about what had happened and I was putting her in stress ,but what does she do after literally looking at my boner time after time in the ride? When we arrive at the house there were 3 bedrooms and I go to the same room as the last time and she just follows me and was like "hey cuz is this where we sleeping" . That was imo where I was like she defenitely wants it for sure . Cuz aint no way she saw me rock hard for the whole ride and would want to stay in the same room with me. My parents tho tell her she can take the other room and she was like ok. This time we stayed for 2 days and it was impossible to get alone with her cz if I would ,I would def have ended up fucking her till my balls drained.

through out these couple years other "signs" were given by both like here bumping in my dick constantly in a elevator that wasnt all that full of people , me literally standing up next to her with a fking boner (i acted fast just so she could see and left),one time while we were at a dinner with some family members she casually walking to her place just swiftly touches my shoulder to shoulder with her nails , etc. I think we both have been testing the waters tbh but both have had various doubts and were like fk it we cuz this is wrong.

But here is the thing now. I might be crazy idk. For a time I had let go of the idea cuz shes married for a year and a bit but here is the thing. Like idk if it was cz of the story we have had with teasing or she lowkey still wants it. One time we are at a family gathering , she sits next to me and we are all chatting. While me , her and a cousin from across the table are chatting she literally starts gently rubbing my thigh from my knee up to middle part of the thigh softly . But she did this for like 2 or 3 minutes. I was trying to focus on the conversation but at same time I was like "fk im tripping aint I?" . I mean is that normal ?

Damn yall got any advice on what to do next time I see her so I know what kind of sign or smth I should give her or be looking out for? Or am I just trippin ?