I know it's not right to have feelings for someone that is, family. Two weeks prior to seeing my niece, I had a dream that she was really into me and that she was sexually interested in me. In the dream, she was coming on to me and she wanted to grab my crotch. I woke up feeling that I wanted to f*** her And I hid those feelings I tried to knock them off, but that dream really made me horny and I wanted her too in the dream. Me and my niece never really talked, or we're close, never even said hi. Me and my brother were never bonded or close either. We actually don't like each other. I don't know but his daughter for some reason. She wants me sexually. I'm 28 and she's 18. So 2 weeks later, I was helping my mother with cooking for her event and my niece came to help and I haven't seen her in a long time and we really didn't say anything to each other, but I just kept thinking of that dream and it was a 3 day event and we kind of pretty close, we were Driving together, delivering stuff. Every time she was in the vehicle, she was like always trying to look pretty. Then she'd laugh at stuff that wasn't even funny, just like all the women i've dated, or if they're really into you, they just laugh. She gave me you f*** me eyes a few times. Strange that the dream I have 2 weeks prior and now It seems like it's plausible.That something could happen in the future. Almost like it hinted me what was gonna happen or could happen. I seen her again a few days ago. After the event, after the first time seen her and she like waved at me in a way that i've seen other women that were interested in me wave at me.Not like a friendly family wave or someone you know, wave was like f*** me, wave. I have a big Dick and I caught her a few times staring at my crotch, my own mother and her friends, everyone. That's at my house at their house stares. At my crotch, everyone everywhere stares at my crotch It's weird that I mean. You try and have a conversation with people. And you look at their eyes and they're just staring at your crotch, and they can't take their eyes off of it, I try not to face people when I talk to them. But her, I tried to make it more revealing, even a few times I caught her staring at it and I could feel The blood filling in my penis almost instantly. I had to go do something else and hide to make it go away. I know it's wrong. I used to sleep with Her when she was a baby. I used to keep an eye on her used to take naps together. Never once.Did I ever think of anything sexually?I don't know why i'm having these feelings. Could be that I hate her, dad? And maybe f****** her would give me some satisfaction and revenge. I'm pretty sure she's a Virgin. But i'm definitely not gonna make the first move. If anything does happen. I don't know what is up with younger women. Especially 18 and younger With big cocks. I've had a lot of underage women at the gym. Tryan approach me. And try and get with me, and of course, I caught them staring at my c*** I think my niece wants my fat c*** Just like the rest In a way, I'd be honored to f*** my niece to be the first c*** In her virgin tight pussy Maybe after the first few times I know it would be slow, but the third time I'd f****** f*** the s*** out of her hardcore. I wanna give Her the experience of cumming and squirting To be honest, it really doesn't take much for me to make a girl cum. To be honest, my niece is actually pretty hot. I kind of want to desecrate her. Make her my cum slut. Put her on her knees and lay my penis across her face Have my balls water, chin. I've actually never been able to do this, but I always wanted to put both my balls In someone's mouth put one ball and her left cheek and the other in her right cheek and see what she does. If she can gargle it massage my balls with her tongue. I just want to see her with a mouthful of balls. to be on her knees, looking up at me. With both my balls in her mouth. I hope she loves anal. That would be a fantasy, fucking my niece in the ass and cream pieing her which I know if dangerous. But I want her to feel my fat cock throbbing. I kind of want to be her to be her first I want her to know what to look for in Cocks out there. To show her the experience she could have in a husband. Her future husband of course not me. At this point I really don't know what to do. Has anyone else add sexual encounters with their niece? What does it feel like after? Have you been caught? Have you actually impregnated or had a baby with her? What is it like? Have any of you actually fallen in love? I don't know what to do. To just leave it and ignore it and avoid it.