Am I the only one? lol.

I feel kinda guilty after it but it just feels so damn good in the moment. The release she gives me is insanely good. I generally jerk off to her at least once per week and she probably drains the biggest load out of me.

We never had any real life scenarios or encounters between each other (nor do I think I would want to). It's purely a masturbation thing for me. Sounds weird but seeing her in person doesn't really turn me on or anything.

Her pictures aren't even intentionally sexual either, just simple bikini pics and tops which show off her cleavage/bust.

I mean she is attractive sure, but it's not really stuff I imagine a lot of people would think to jerk off to. It's really just the sorta standard pics anyone would post on Facebook. I guess it's probably the taboo aspect of it being my sister?

The worst part about it is that she's now 34 and married and she doesn't really post too much anymore. That means no new material and I'm stuck with old pics over the past 10 years or so. Definitely nothing fap worthy as I'm not someone who can jerk off to face pics. I need some sorta stimulation sadly :(

Curious if anyone else is in a similar situation to myself.