I (35f) and my cousin(39f) use to mess around when we were younger. She lived out of state and would come visit us for a period of time in the summer with her younger sister. One summer we were playing in a tree house and she started touching my boobs. We ended up making out and decided to move it to my bedroom upstairs. My mom had left her in charge while she ran 10 minutes away to the gas station in the town. During that time we had kissed more, I had sucked on her nipples, and was even fingering her. She seemed to enjoy it and was extremely wet. I think this is what caused my attraction to woman but also incest. Outside of my cousin and I messing around, I had not don’t anything with any other family member but have dreamed of it. Everyday I wish that I could go back to those days and relive it again. Her and I never spoke of it after she left that summer and I don’t even know if she remembers it. I have been with a few woman and am currently seeking out to be with more woman.