Ive typed this in my notes app over 3 times trying to decide if I was gonna post here. So here it is I guess. My birthday was a few days ago n I got a message from my stepdad about how he had an extra surprise for me. We’re really close n he usually spoils me on birthdays and holidays. I’m not gonna act like I don’t have a crush on him cause I sort of do. But I feel like that’s kinda normal…Like biologically speaking? Like I’ve had sex dreams about him for a before but I think that just happens if u have a older man and a younger girl around each other a lot

Anyway when I got home he made me open a gift bag in front of him and he was rubbing my back and telling me that he thought I was the right age for it and he went on a tangent about how he knows that girls my age are “needy” and he’d feel better knowing that when I touch myself that I’m doing that safely under his roof and not with some guy. Honestly the whole conversation made me so awkward. He made me pinky promise not to mention it to the rest of the family because they would think he’s going too far.

The actual vibe is just a bullet. I’ve never had one before. He said he intentionally picked something small cause he doesn’t want me to break my hymen or hurt myself.

Is this normal? Would you buy ur daughter a sex toy? I don’t know if he’s trying to tell me something or if he’s just being a good dad. I think my crush on him makes me think it’s more than it is.