I wrote out my relationship with my step dad which is a thing of the past to achieve some closure. I'm not sure if I'm going to keep writing even though there's a lot more to share. Writing about it brings back a lot of memories. While I cherish many of them - others are harder to face. I don't know if I should continue. But if you want to catch up:

He let me dry hump him till I came

He used me to let out his frustrations

Like I said, my step dad did make it up to me eventually. Not for a while though. When he left the house that day after using me like that, I didn’t see him for a few days. I had my own life too and was in and out of the house. When he came back, I saw that my mom and he had made up. In a way, it felt good that they were on good terms. And I didn’t have to worry about my step dad leaving us. I definitely didn’t feel confident enough to be able to keep him around just for me.

One morning I woke up early and was sitting at the kitchen counter reading my book. I was in a pair of short shorts and a t-shirt that snugged my tits - with no bra on. It was one of my go-to lounging fits, but was I aware how hot I looked hot in it? Of course I did. My step dad was the next person to wake up in the house. He came to the kitchen and saw me there. I know the sight of me gave him some pause. He came over to me and after we both wished each other good morning, he came up behind me and leant over to give me a hug. He snuggled his face into the side of my face and mumbled. “Mmmm yes, a good morning indeed.” What a shameless asshole I thought. 

He was hugging me in a way where he had his arms crossed over my boobs. I knew he could feel my nipples hardening against his arms and he slowly moved them to grab a handful of my left tit into his palm. He began massaging them as he softly licked me on me neck, making me gasp in surprise. I let him fondle me and continue licking me. It was an instant turn on. I gave up pretending to read my book when his tongue reached my earlobe and he began tugging on it with his lips. He then stuck his tongue into my ear and I just about lost it as I gripped the edge of the kitchen counter hard with my two hands and felt my wetness leak out of me. I couldn’t enjoy this for long as just then we heard the door to my mom’s room open and we sprang apart, trying to compose ourselves as fast as we could. I went back to reading my book and my step dad quickly took a seat next to me. 

It was one of those rare days that everyone was in good spirts at my house. We decided we’d do a family outing and headed to the beach. Once we got there, I lounged out on a beach chair with a book while everyone else dispersed for their various activities. Around a half hour later my step dad came from the water, all sandy and wet. He told me that my mom was still swimming and he came and sat beside me. At first it looked like he was just going to sit there, catch his breath. He was angled away from me and was leaning his elbows on his knees, admiring the view of the sea as I kept reading. Soon enough though his wandering hands found me. Still gazing at the water, he rubbed his hand against my crotch over my red lycra bikini bottoms. It felt so nice as he applied pressure on my clit from above the fabric. He used his four fingers to run circles, massaging me well and making me wet. I squirmed as I became more aroused and squeezed my thighs together. He reached further down and poked me hard in my pussy opening. I was shocked and yelped and sat up. He lay down next to me (there was enough space for two) and turned towards me. He started touching me with his left hand, drawing the same circles on my clit with increasing pressure. “I still know how to take care of you and I want to.” My heart swelled with affection for him and excitement for our next proper encounter. I could still remember the way he was roughly thrusting his dick into my throbbing pussy and I wanted to feel him inside me again. I was really hoping he would unload inside me soon. 

We both saw my mother coming back from the water but didn’t make any drastic movements. My step dad simply moved his hand away and I instantly began missing his touch. I was craving it already. He rested his left arm on his leg and bent his right arm above him, leaning his head on it. He was still turned towards me and I was reading my book, with my knees propped up. My mom came over smiling and didn’t seem to think anything was wrong. My mom gushed at the sight of us and said, “I am so happy that you two are actually getting along.” 

My step father said, “Oh honey, how could you ever worry about that? Sarah’s such a good girl.” Those words alone made my pussy pulsate. 

Later that day when we were packing things up into the car, I cornered my step dad and started complaining to him that I’d had enough of the teasing and that I deserved to be cared for and fucked properly. He tried to dismiss me and made to move away but I pulled at his t-shirt and reached for his dick, and started rubbing it vigorously. He whisper-yelled, “Are you fucking crazy Sarah? Your mom is right there.”

I replied, “Yes dad, I am fucking crazy. Fuck me good or I’ll tell my mom everything.” I wasn’t going to but I felt desperate for his attention. 

He then relented a bit and pushed into me, and my back was to the jeep. I whispered ‘Thank God’ as I felt his boner against my body. I felt like I didn’t know what I would do with myself if I never made my step dad hard again. He started squeezing my tits and shoved his tongue down my throat and we made out passionately for an agonizingly short 10 seconds. He pulled away from my mouth and pinched and tugged on my nipples after having freed my tits by swiftly pushing away my flimsy bikini top. He stared at my face lustfully as I wore an expression of extreme frustration and pain. He brought his mouth close to mine again so that I felt his lips move against mine, “I’ll come fuck you real good soon, you horny little cum slut. I’ll fuck you so tenderly you’ll lose your mind begging me to fuck you like the whore you are, the way I did the other day. Now, be a good girl for daddy and calm down will you?” With that, I was pacified. He knew how to dominate and control me so well and I loved being instructed like that. I guess he felt like treating me real nice because I heard him that he wanted to nap in the car and slipped in beside me, letting my step brother sit in front with my mom. I piled a few bags into the seat so that there was a flimsy excuse for me to sit in the middle. He lay his head on my shoulder for the entire car ride, snuggling his face in my boobs from time to time. He took my hand and put it on his dick, covering both our laps with a beach towel. I rubbed him, massaged him and played with his balls periodically for the duration of the car ride and he remained hard.

The next day I had work and did not come home till the evening. When I did I saw my step dad sitting in the living room by myself. When he saw me he said, “I was waiting for you. We have the house all to ourselves.”

“Oh, really?”

“Yeah, your mom wanted me to go to some music festival with her. She begged me actually and when I kept denying her, she got mad and left. I stayed back for you, my baby girl.”

I was surprised and elated. I could only gulp in response. He sensed the nervousness in me and stood up, walking towards me. He gave me a gentle embrace, rubbing my back. “You’ve had a long day, haven’t you? Why don’t you let me help you relax?” He took my hand and we walked to his room. We lay in his bed, turned towards each other, embracing and rubbing and touching each other wherever we could. He leaned his forehead to mine and rubbed my bottom lip with his thumb. “I’ve wanted this for so long.” and he finally kissed me. It was a long luxurious make out session. We were in no hurry, there was no where to go. We wrapped our legs around each other so that I could feel his hard on - forever my validation and assurance - and kept making out for a really long time, our tongues lapping each other up like flames. If I could I felt like I would swallow my step dad’s tongue whole and he kissed me back with the same passion.

Eventually, we stripped each other naked and by that time my pussy was dripping wet and he slid right into me. It was the most tenderly I’d ever been fucked while he talked so sweet and affectionately to me, yet it felt like the dirtiest talk ever. He got on top of me and I felt crushed by his weight. My legs wrapped around his torso and he moved in me with gentle, agonizing little thrusts. He muttered against my mouth in between sucking on my tongue, “My sweet little girl. You’re being so good my baby girl. Daddy’s got you.” thrust. “Daddy loves you.’ Another little thrust as he grunts an “uh" which makes me feel feral. “Daddy’s so sorry he used you like his little cum slut.” Another thrust, harder this time which gets me to let out a yell, “Fuuuuuck, Daddy”.

“Daddy’s so sorry he let out all his frustrations on you. But you’re the only one who would take it.” At this point I go crazy and start trying to hump him to fuck me harder but I can barely move under his weight, the pressure of which I greatly enjoy. “Please, harder daddy” I practically whimper to him and he finally gives himself over to his lust and starts slamming into me. So fast and so hard that I lose all sense of reality. I am simply there to be ravaged by my step dad and I love every bit of it. 

We go for many rounds after that. They all start sweet and slow. They all end impatient and rough. He has trouble getting it up after two rounds but I am still sopping wet and unsatisfied as hell. I sit on his face and have him lick me from my clit to my pussy. As I get more and more aroused, I am desperate to give him sort of pleasure. I lean forward and take his soft cock into my mouth. I was prepared to suck that soft cock for as long as I needed but it didn’t take long as I was able to slide the entire length of his dick into my mouth and with a few good tugs of my mouth accompanied by licks on the tip, I inflated his penis in my mouth. I played with his balls and I felt him getting harder and bigger in my mouth which brought me closer. I kept sucking and licking and deep throated him and soon he erupted in my mouth while I came again, not even keeping count of how many times I climaxed on his face. It was not a big load and I was obviously sure to swallow every drop.