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[21M] This was a couple years ago me and my cousin [21F] (distant) went on a road trip with our families and as usual we were sitting together in the last row. As the ride went on we got more comfortable and I was basically lying on her shoulder and we were watching reels when I placed my hand on her legs and it was not intentional.. we weren’t bothered and continued watching .. Soon the road got bumpy and my hand bounced and touched her chest .. she didn’t seem to mind that and I again placed my hand on her thigh.. after sone time she crossed her legs and my hand was basically stuck in between her legs and at that moment I guess we both noticed where my hand was..but neither of us moved . Soon I couldn’t control and started to move my fingers a bit caressing her legs very little tho .. I glanced at her and she looked like she liked it I don’t know for sure but I took my chances and started to press her legs ..on the next bumpy road she adjusted her position which made my hand go a lot higher on her jeans and I could feel dampness near my hand … i just couldn’t stop myself and started to caress her inner legs and the wetness there was just making me go crazy..was scrolling reels like crazy …was almost going to talk to her about it when the car stopped as we had reached the destination… hours of travel and they passed so fast… I don’t know what she thinks of this but I never talked to her about it and we have been like we were before ever since .. but to this date I couldn’t see her with the same innocence.