(Posting in English to receive more help, I'm using a translator so forgive any mistakes)

Recently I had a dream in which I was sucking my aunt's pussy and it became an uncontrollable passion in my mind, for days I was thinking about telling her and about everything that could happen if I talked to her, today, while we were on the street, I told her about the dream after creating suspense while weighing the pros and cons of this subject, I told her when she swore to secrecy about it (she is a bit religious so the oath has some weight on her) my heart beat quickly with that, I made several jokes because I was very nervous at the time but I made it very clear that I was horny for it. She laughed nervously and I could see how shocked she was by what I said, I even said that I masturbated all morning with it but without cumming, because I wanted her to allow it, she continued to laugh and say that I needed a girlfriend was that she was old, that there was nothing good about her, etc., but I said that a girlfriend doesn't solve the problem because my “object” of desire was her. One of the things that motivated me to tell you this was that she recently separated from her husband so the path was “freer”. At home I sent her a message with a fake subject and made more jokes about my dream, I made it even clearer that I was horny because I really was, and that made me so crazy to the point of sending a photo of my dick marking in the clothes, I got nervous when I realized the shit I did, she didn't respond, I thought she was mad at me and I sent her a message asking if she was upset, to my surprise, she wasn't mad at me but I also didn't know what to think about it , She said I'm young and she understands that. Should I continue and see where this goes? I have no hope of having sex with her but I really want to see the body of my dream. If she tells her family (especially my mother), I will be fucked. But I'm really really horny and I don't know how to move forward with this.