So this might be my last update for a while.

Things have got a bit out of control, my girlfriend, Well ex girlfriend now, found my Reddit posts and went crazy at me. She left me the night she found out and sent all the posts to my mum and some of my friends. My friends were kinda chilled out about it and said as long as it’s all consensual then what’s the issue which was a relief! But my mum is now refusing to talk to me. Same as my aunty, Esme has also been kicked out of my aunts house so she’s staying over a lot lately and we’ve been helping each other get through it but honestly it’s so rough.

Things between Esme and me are getting intense and honesty all this happening is just bringing us closer together which probably makes things a lot harder and worse. We have been cuddling and crying together at the situation we are in. Often the cuddles lead to kissing and we have to remind ourselves that we should probably stop and figure out what’s going on before we start doing this. But it just feels right, even though things are crashing down around us, we at least have each other.

I will try to keep you all up to date but I’m not sure there’s going to be anything crazy happening. Things are tough at the moment but we are trying to stay strong for one another. Thanks for your support guys! Have a wonderful week!