So over the last week things have been a bit more intense.

Esme and I have been talking none stop. To the point where my girlfriend brought up that I was talking to her to much and that she thought it was weird that we have suddenly become super close. I obviously couldn’t tell her what’s happened but I Think she’s tarting to suspect something.

Esme and I have been sending a lot of pictures back and thought and have sexted a lot but not had a chance to meet up again yet! However I have been getting a lot of new pictures. She sent me some of her at work a couple of days ago that were very risky and super hot!

I guess the issues I’m having now is that I think I’m starting to get a bit more comfortable with what’s happening and it doesn’t feel taboo anymore. If anything it feels normal and I think I want to take things further and I’m not just talking about fucking her. I think I might actually want to be with her romantically. I have told her this and she just tells me it’s my lust talking about I don’t know.

We have so much in common and we talk all the time about our interests and what life goals we have and it just feels so right. She’s quickly become the best part of my day.

Am I crazy for thinking things could happen between us? I know our family would probably look down on us but what does it matter?! I don’t know if it’s just because it’s new and exciting or if I’m genuinely falling for her and honestly I’m a little scared to find out