I grew up an only child and was really babied until adult hood and life got real. I went threw abuse at the hands of my "father" who later found out wasn't my father at all in a weird shower scenario that left me confused and not knowing if it was real as an adult! Thru lots of self love and confidence I dealt and still deal with that but that's not why I'm here... I was exposed to Sex very early on with cable porn and just thinking about a sex would drive me Wild as a kid. Around 7-8 I realized I was super horny and wanted to be touched and taken care of sexually badly and I found a few pornos comforting that formed my current kinks and interests of today ! This Is when I became obsessed with gettin a blowjob ! It. Just looked super intense to me ! Like I would be a new person after my dick left that mouth...I didn't care who or how I just wanted a mouth on my little pecker cuz it looked amazing to me that someone would really please you with their mouth... with this obsession and me being an only Child and my mom being the only woman I constantly saw I became totally engulfed In wanting my mother to wake me and put me to Sleep with non stop blowjobs ! Like I just wanted her to bust in my room get on the floor on her knees and open wide, stick her tongue out and let me face fuck her til I exploded ! I never wanted to Have sex with her I just wanted her to suck my young dick while staring I my eyes and telling me she loves me over and over ! That was my ultimate fantasy and just what I wanted then I've grown past it but the idea of it def makes my dick hard and would've been a perfect set up for my horny little self ! This now I've realized I have a strong mommy/son kink ! 🤷🏿‍♂️