It started early on and my sister initiated with my boy cousin. We were all 2 years apart me being the youngest then him and then her. My sister saw some porn and at a family party she ask my cousin if he would let us do thing to him and he said yeah. We did it for a couple years before we split. My sister was the one that stopped it she got her or family. I think my cousin has always blamed me for it and when I was 19 and he was 22 about 10 years ago. At a family party he came into my room locked the door and pinned me down on my bed, ripped my underwear and fucked me. He cummed in me leaving me soar. Since then we haven’t spoke .