So it started quite a while back, when i accidentally saw her arse when we were sleeping in the same hotel room one night for a family wedding. She got out of bed in the morning and her panties had came down a bit at the top, so i saw her arse crack and it gave me a hard on literally instantly. At first i felt kinda sickened by it, tried to repress it, but it only lasted a couple of hours before i just gave into my urges and wanked thinking of her. After a while of repressing it again, the urges came back up, and i started wanking to some of her photos she has on facebook. And honestly, nothing makes me cum as hard as she does.

This then got heightened when me and her went on holiday together last year, (she was recently divorced at the time so needed the company). Because the place we stayed at had its own pool, and it was just me and her there so we’d swim together etc.. but my god she looks great in her swimsuit. I wanked a lot and fantasised over her since then, to the point where i enjoy showing her off to other men online and getting their thoughts on her because it’s like i need to justify it somewhat to myself that she is attractive. But yeah that’s where i’m at with her.

ps. i would never act on anything, it’s staying in my head where it belongs lol