It was last month and I (30M) could control myself anymore. I have always found my MIL super attractive and definitely have a crush on her. She is now 60 years old but does not look like it at all. Whenever I am over for family dinner, she always squeezes me extra tight and I find it hard to not jerk off to her later that night. The last time I was over there, she gave me a small peck on the lips and I just about lost it. I gave her a phone call the next day to check-in and see if she needed any help with opening up her hot tub and I ended up masturbating while I was talking to her on the phone. It was one of the hottest things I've ever done