I've not posted in quite a while as nothing really has happened until this recent camping trip. I do not know what you all expect from me. I post when I have the time and as things happen. If a year goes by and nothing happens then that is just how it goes. This is my life and I'm not going to do things because Reddit says to do them. I'm not here to fulfill your jerk off fantasies, this is my life.

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This will likely be short but not much happened since last post. We kissed and he fingered me but there were no new happenings. We kissed a few more times in the laundry room and he asked to see me just while wearing panties but nothing new.

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We have gone on family camping trips for quite some time now. It has always involved my family and another close family we know. It's a fun event. We cook food on a fire, go fishing, and get away. The weather was not that hot so it was good camping time. It's a nice thing to do with adult children because they can chip in. Some people brought significant others and it is a a fun time.

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Now we didn't have much alone time except in the tent. And I was sharing a tent with my husband. But there was a certain amount of energy. Which later he did tell me when we were alone. He said that he enjoyed seeing me with my hair down and wearing shorts. We were by the fire and he was looking at me and later he commented on how I looked beautiful by the fire and that this was where he realized he had a crush on me the first time years ago.

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I know I say this a lot but it feels really nice and touching to be able to just talk with my son about this. I'm glad nothing is secret and we are just honest. He tells me his attraction to me and I listen. I tell him things excite me and he listens.

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In the night most people were in their tents but my husband and another person were just up drinking beer. My husband didn't confirm this but as I said before, we are both VERY into incest. I have a small suspicion that he left us alone for a while on purpose. I tell him everything that happens and he gets off to it. I was in my tent and my son came in and we just started kissing right away. I was really impressed with him taking initiative. He just walked in and then kissed me. I was in the tent just wearing a shirt to sleep in and a loose shorts. It was dark so I could only really tell it was him by his voice and how his back/shoulders felt in my arms.

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It all happened really fast. We were kissing pretty passionately. He was kissing my neck and chest and feeling up my shirt. Normally I feel like I have control over these things and while I'm sure if I wanted to stop he'd stop. In that time I felt like I was being ravaged in a good way. Which is more in tune with my sexual style. I don't subscribe to being either a dom or sub, I just enjoy sex. But I generally enjoy having less power than the person I am with so it was a nice shift. that's not to say I haven't enjoyed the experiences I've had with my son but this is more my speed. He was on top of me grinding against my groin(we were clothed) and he was quite hard.

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My sleeping shorts are loose fitting enough that you could just grab them and pull them to the side(my husband loves that feature lol) and he did that. Now, I will admit that in that moment if he had decided to fuck me. I was fully down and ready. I had my legs open and was ready to be fucked by my son. I try not to be unnecessarily crass in these posts, as much as it is possible to do so but I was ready. I wanted it. I was thinking about that and only that. I guess technically we did have sex but I don't count it.

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He took it out and kind of just tapped it on the entrance. It was dark and I think it being dark helped him get over his usual nerves. I could see his face and body and he could see mine but it was just really dark. He put it inside me only just a bit. . I didn't see it happen so I'm only going off feeling but I've seen his penis erect before and I only felt maybe the tip get inside me. But he stopped, pulled out, and just masturbated next to me while kissing me.

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My head is still spinning from this and I feel even more desire for him. Last night when we were alone at home I told him everything I was feeling. I told him how good it felt and how turned on I was and he was blushing about it. I commented that it felt like a leap to skip the oral and go straight for full sex but there are no rules to this. We are just doing what we feel

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