There is not much to update on but a lot of people asked so I will give a short summary of what happened. I know subs like these are for setaceous stories but, spoiler alert, my son's penis remains unsucked.

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When I made my post the response(outside of the ones typing with one hand) was pretty much what I was already thinking. This is a kink/fetish for me whereas I'm not sure where my son stands. Does he just want a blowjob from any woman or does he want one from me. For me it would be a big kink fulfillment and one I have fantasized about before I even had a son. But for him, who knows what it is about from his perspective.

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So earlier today we sat down just him and I and we talked about it. He was really shy about it but I would not allow it. I made him give me detailed answers and if he felt weird I would reiterate "You're the one asking me to perform oral sex on you. If you were comfortable enough to ask you can answer my questions." When we started talking. I right away began with saying if he still wants what he wanted yesterday. I gave him the chance to say he was just horny/confused and after thinking about it he didn't want it. But no, he said he it is still something he wants. We talked and I asked him if he just wants sexual relief, if he wants it specifically from me, or both. And he told me both. He said that while he does want sex he has had opportunities in the past to have sex and has current opportunities but he just doesn't feel comfortable. He told me that I have always been very attractive to him and he admitted to having fantasies about me and I didn't judge him for any of this. One, because I have a huge kink for this and two, he's my son and I don't want him to feel bad. I didn't show it but hearing him say he found me attractive and thought about did turn me on. It was also touching that he felt comfortable enough to politely ask in the first place. He said I was pretty and have an amazing body and said I had a great ass and hips.

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This is when I kind of showed my hand. I told him in a very abridged and almost clinical way that me and his father are into the fantasy of incest. I said it is something we've always done privately in the bedroom and I told him that if this were to happen, his dad okay'd it. He looked really excited hearing this but I did not have any intentions of sucking my son off today. As much as I enjoy the thought of it and felt excited hearing his thoughts about me, his mother, I just didn't feel like rushing. He asked me about what we do and I in the most sfw way told him we just have fun with fantasy in the bedroom. I told him my thoughts on this and how I don't want things to change with us. I don't want him to not see me as his mother and I don't want him to feel like I am a bad person that took advantage of him. We talked in his room for probably nearly three hours about this today.

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For those who just want to get to the sexual part, here it is. Nothing really sexual happened between us. I just told him that he really needs to think about if this is something he actually wants. And that if it's release he wants he should just talk to one of the women in his life. But he insisted that it isn't just general relief he wants. I told him nothing would happen today but I told him to take his penis out. He was nervous and didn't want to do it but I told him if he can't even do that then he definitely isn't ready for what he wants or doesn't want it. He pulled down his shorts and stood in front of me for a few seconds but he felt too nervous and was shy about the fact that he was too nervous to "get it up" in front of me. I just told him it was okay and that I still love him and am glad he feels comfortable telling his feelings to me.